Zsa Zsa Zsu

We flirted, we texted, we laughed, we cried, I stayed up JUST to talk to you, I changed for you and you "loved" me for it.. then out the blue you tell me it's over.. noww we don't even talk and everyday I have to convince myself I don't still love you cause I know I do and will always love you.

And what I'm supposed to do? I say everyone I got over you. That I can talk to you without falling apart, and it's almost true. But it has been a year and you can't even imagine how much I miss you, how much I need you. How much I miss being in your arms. How much I miss your perfume. A year ago we were together, here, and I was lost in your arms. And you whispered that three words while we hold each other so tight. And with a simple phrase you completely got me. And I'm so masochist that I'm writing about it a year later. I don't love you. I don't know if I even loved you, but now I don't feel the same feeling that before. I'm thinking I didn't fall in love with you, just with that zsa zsa zsu that I fel when you took me in your arms.